Dad

I lost my Dad yesterday, early morning, to pancreatic cancer. He only knew for four months. He had just gotten married 6 months ago. He was so happy these last six months, then this. He is gone. I wish I could push fast forward and he be in his 80"s-90"s instead of his late 40's. This just isn't fair. I need my daddy, what am I going to do without him? Who cares if I am 24, I still need him. I keep catching myself wanting to text him, or send him pictures.. this is soooo hard.